
You are new to me. I always thought I had everything planned out. I always had everything, but now I dont. You came into my life uninvited. People have always told me that this was the time that made people or broke people. It is hard when this thing, so powerful, so nasty, so needy slams into everything you have ever thought. Seriously I am unsure about every single thing in my life, besides my mom. I love my mom. I hope I can somehow become half the woman she is. it sounds corny, but its so true.